okay update a little, friday went out with huiqi and mr and mrs faizal. hahahaha! didn't get anything when shopping. today ahma (dad side) death anniversary woke up early in the morning to head to bedok. then back home fall asleep then research. got difficulty in starting, shall continue tmr. hehehe. i'm so bored. i must be committed to smth man! to find smth to be committed to.
was looking at the pictures from my thumb drive and i saw my hongkong trip pictures. hehehe. i forgot how old was i. 16? pictures were taken in disney land. hehehe!
pohyee, mickey, me! we were looking at the other camera...
i'm so tired even after having afternoon nap. i don't want my life to be so boring. i don't used to be like this last time. what happen to me? maybe i just have to learn to move on with life when somethings are gone and look for the 'future' things. maybe some ppl need bf's to be in their lives then they will feel complete. but until now i don't know what i want. to focus on studies and get into a uni? oh yes definitely. i must buck up. but sometimes i feel so lost... i want to have gd memories when i look back in life when i'm older. in the past time really show me how to put things down.
well... i believe all i need is time & learn to let go what's not mine.
and i trust that looking for your better half takes time. what is yours will be yours and what is not will forever not be yours. my good friends out there, take ur time to find ur better half cause we're still young. hehehe! i love to say i'm young. I WANNA STAY YOUNG FOREVER!!
aiya why sound so wired in this post. anyway is just some feelings. sometimes human feelings are complicated and i love writing down my thoughts and looking back at it... so funny, silly me. i used to write in a diary of my own. hehehe. don't laugh at me hor. dairy only what...
all i need is time.....
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