someones 18!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HUIQI!!!!

hehehe 18 liao hor... must grow up liao. haha. i wished she can find her prince charming soon! wahahhaha!

oooohhh! i like this picture!!

went out with grace yesterday then.... we saw SUNI!! hahaha! miss her so much!! we going picnic next week! yeah! and i'm meeting eunice and huiqi tmr... like finally. hahaha. real real real lazy to do research.... how huh? people tell me how? waiting for pohyee to buy lunch back for me. hehehe. gonna workout later. hehe. i love working out! hahaha. okay lunch's here. bye...

be contented with what you have. Don't always compare your pass with your present, cos, in the end, you're the one suffering the most! Cherish what you already have. Cos when it's gone, you'll start regretting.

from: shriek for ever after...

boring...

hey hey, i stayed home all day today. wanted to go for jog today but it was raining the whole day which made me feel like sleeping the whole day. ohgod! i promised to do research today ya? but i didn't do anything but online shopping and fb the whole day.

took pictures with webcam. okay i know my hair look so aunty at home. hahaha. but nobody's looking...

plan was to go sentosa tmr with classmates, but... plan cancel cause some people couldn't make it. so i had no plans tmr... who wanna ask me out tmr? of i have to wait till friday to meet up with eunice and huiqi!!! oh god! i need to go out badly. i don't want to rot at home!

and to my friends out there, sometimes being single isn't as bad. i believe after you've broke up or know that the one u love ain't gonna be urs, brace urself up and move on with life even though it's hard or how difficult its gonna be. when you start to move on with life you'll realise how pretty life could be and start looking at life at a different angle. actions speak louder then words. and if someone ever hurt you, think that it's part of life where our life is filled with emotions and this is part of life that we, humans have to go through. goodluck girls!

hehehehe...

shld i get a camera or a i-touch?

don't get mad if a girl cares too much. worry when she doesn't give a dam...

minnie!

okay i've got nothing to blog about. i find my life mundane... keep awaiting for holidays to come and yet it's holiday now and i've got nothing to do. little lazy to start my project. did some research and tv the whole day.

i've got a new minnie at home.

went for check up today. my medical report says that my thyroid went from high to low. now that my thyroid is too low. very ma fan leh. hahaha. so bored. i promise myself to do research tmr okay? hahaha. and i'm sure i'm gonna fail all my term test. but i'm gonna study hard after term break ends.

ohya went for hair cut today with mama and pohyee. thought that my hair was boring and i wanna snip of my ends.

before hair cut (okay i know u can't see the bottom, look at the top picture of my blog, you'll get to see my old hair)

after hair cut (okay i know u also cant see the bottom but is obviously shorter right?) and i shorten my fringe,

i don't know why i just don't like to wait for something to come to me or to do something or to wait for somebody. not that i don't have the patients i just don't like to wait. and i don't like eating alone. hehehe.

maybe..... i was wrong.

hhmmm, delicious cream puff!

so bored at home, plan was to go out tonight with parents, but cancel. holidays started, can't wait to go sentosa! yeah! suppose to do project. but who wants to be staying at home during weekends to do project. i find my blog boring. should i delete my blog? (random)

looking at fashion pages from the net right now. fashion = so cool!!

i'm really so bored.

some random thoughts:

have you ever did something wild?

have you ever love someone so much, until you want to spend all of ur time with him/her?

what was to most awesome thing you did for ur life till now?

what is LOVE to you guys?

has anyone regret on something in ur life?

okay enough of my nonsense. shld i get a hair cut?

long bangs like this? my bangs always not nice one leh. eunice and suni's bangs all so nice. my hair so sian... bangs like this?

i don't care! i want to go shopping this holiday. is the summer collect right? and it's GSS period man! hahaha. shld i take design for cds (cross disciplinary subject)? i don't know la, very luan. and and and i wanna go slimmer. but i won't go on a diet, but exercise. but still i will control, not to eat too much snacks. hehe.

maybe i shld start doing research... but... SO SIAN! hahaha.

i can't make up my mind, can i?

the thing in me...

i don't normally tell people what sickness i have. because normal people don't understand what i meant when i explain to them. what i have is called the thyroid disease. thyroid is part of our endocrine system, where the thyroid is a large endocrine gland found at the area where our neck is. everyone has a thyroid, but people with thyroid disease, like me, will either have hyperthyroidism or hypothyroidism.

what is thyroid?

The thyroid is a large endocrine gland found in the neck within the human body. It regulates the speed at which energy is burned and protein is made, as well as the sensitivity the body should have toward other hormones. When thyroid problems affect an individual, different diseases can be present.

and as for me i had hyperthyroidism.

Hyperthyroidism is a condition of overactive thyroid function, leading to excessive production of thyroid hormones triiodothyronine (T₃) and/or thyroxine (T₄). As thyroid hormones control several body functions, including metabolism, this excess causes extra stimulation which speeds up some body systems. Thyrotoxicosis is used to describe hyperthyroidism which is presenting symptoms (is symptomatic).

source credit: http://www.thyroidproblems.org/

picture of a thyroid gland.

picture of a women having sever thyroid disease.

for me, i discover that i had thyroid when i was in sec 2 (14 years-old). the doctor told me, i was too young to be having thyroid problems. i had thyroid problems because it was inherited by my mum. i had never blamed her for that. though i may look healthy but my immune system is low and much much more stuff. i have been under medication for 4 years and doctors are advising me to take up the iodine treatment to kill my thyroid cells, where after the treatment i will have to undergo medication for the rest of my life.

term test are finally over, and its time for term break!!! but term break = to 2 weeks of project.

have you ever hurt someone without realizing it?

i think so...

tmr's term test first paper, stress.... hope i'll passed. never wish to get into directors list, just hope to do well. study the whole day today. suddenly found interest in HAP (human anatomy physiology) its studying about human. hoho! and i wanna watch project runway! never mind, holidays coming liao. but..... only 2 weeks. wanna meet eunice, shiyun, grace, sunita and many many others!! I MISS YOU ALL! hahaha!

classmates (: dina and anetta.

during oriententation

I LOVE Audrey Hepburn!!!

“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.”

- Audrey Hepburn

that red colour heart...

wanted to study for term test but laptop tempted me, must study tmr.... monday is term test.

part 1: mummy is ignoring me. what ever i do has not been making her happy. i really don't know what to do. maybe i've been disappointing her. and i feel so lost and i don't know what to do. i'll do my best in my studies to go to uni, i promise i will...

i love you babe! sorry faizal! hehe.

part 2: i realize that it takes a long time to build trust and it can be destroy within a day, an hour, a min or even a second.

gonna work hard for term test! then.... holidays!!!

i'm just a passer by...